Ursula Boger

"To look away so as not to know the details seems easier at first, however in my life this has proved to have an inhibiting and choking effect. To look on is invariably agonizing and causes me again and again to be dumbfounded. In addition because I know that I myself am not guilty considering that I am not my grandfather, I find it shameful and there is a deep sadness in my heart and an ocean of tears."
Ursula Boger

Almost everything that Ursula Boger knows about her grandfather Wilhelm Boger today, she found out in books and on the internet. Through reading, she discovered that her grandfather was among the most brutal torturers of Auschwitz. The shame she felt to be a granddaughter of such a monster was so great that for a long time she did not speak about it to anyone.

As soon as she began to share her thoughts, experiences and strong emotions with others the healing process began. "It is a huge gift when there is someone who is interested and can listen with an open heart."

Her quest led her to a Jewish psychologist who with her German colleague, had worked together for years to organize retreats to help people who suffered from the after effects of the Holocaust. Ursula took part in these events and could often experience a healing power through the encounters. She will attend the upcoming event "A gathering across generations" in August and tell of her experiences.